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there is no time. there is only space. infinite space, dark and calm. stars hang unmoving, even unblinking. there is no sound ( Read more... )

Right now you're the only person who can drag me outside my head and even you have to bring some cookies first. I don't want that, don't want to get out. I feel almost terrible inside my head, still working on absolute despair and infinite void, but that is exactly the point. I don't wanna come out on the porch and discuss the weather with you ( ( Read more... )

o muie generala ar fi de bun gust acum

love or survival?

music & me ( Read more... )

all this dementia. it's not even crazy, it's just fast and pointless, like a headless chicken running into walls. I wish I could open up doors in them , put your head back on, calm you down, hold you still for at least 3 seconds and make you remember things I'm sure you knew a while ago ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on here. I don't want to know what's going on here. What goes on here isn't good. This isn't how it's supposed to be and where we're supposed to be. This is a mirror trick, we're not that fat and ugly. I'm gonna drink, I'm not even sure why, but I'm pretty sure this isn't the life I ordered. Maybe 'life' is a big word (it' ( Read more... )

This must be the prototype for every Monday, the alpha and omega of all shitty days. It rains like the sweat off an old fat cow, it's cold, it's xerox smiles and I wanna sleep. I'm skipping work like a rabbit, I just can't be bothered with this shit at the moment. I wanna do bad things to nice people, push old ladies in front of trucks, but the ( Read more... )

I just realized: I haven't seen a fly in ages.
I thought I saw one just now, but it was just a shadow.
Do I miss flies? I don't, do I? No, I don't miss flies. I don't miss mosquitoes either.
An ant would be special, though. Such a tiny little creature, all the way up here by itself AND not flying. That would be special indeed. Ants rule.