i had an epiphany yesterday. i've been so depressed and short-tempered lately, especially when talking to matt. as i was sitting alone yesterday, stewing in my anger and feeling sorry for myself i realized that i FEEL like he's not showing me as much attention as he used to BECAUSE i've isolated myself from the world again and have a lot more free ( Read more... )

im very excited because my boy is coming to ellensburg in two weeks!!!! we're hoping to go to a halloween party. we've got our costumes all figured out. doctor and nurse. i know, its not really original but i already have all the stuff for both costumes. it shall be good times. everyone on campus will be seeing jim gaffigan on the 26th but matt and ( Read more... )

classes started today. i have my first class of the day with my roommate emily. its alright i guess. current ethical issues. probably the best thing about my class is my professor's name. Apple. next comes intro to archaeology. really very boring. im hoping it gets better. on wednesdays and fridays, those are the only classes i have. on monday ( Read more... )

all is well in the world again. Thursday is a green light. went to the fair with tony gee today, had a great time. oh how I've missed that cocky sonofabitch! well im off to bed soon....so goodnight to all.

ups and downs. happy times and confused times. that is what my life is comprised of. fire is rescheduled for thursday. if he doesnt come through this time, i'll be broken. 5 days until im in ellensburg. its supposed to be sunny tomorrow, we'll see if my life gets a little brighter too. i hope so. oh and olympia sucks.

im trying to reschedule my bonfire but its not looking good. charlie leaves for CO on sunday and is busy this weekend, isnt available until next weekend. problem is, i leave for school next saturday. and by the time i come to visit, charlie will most likely be living in CO. >sigh< im so depressed right now. i miss everyone so much and i haven't ( Read more... )

so i WAS really excited for today. then the shit hit the fan. i'll reschedule. dehydration/electrolyte imbalances suck.

Some people have really terrible timing. or really good timing depending on how you look at it. if they are trying to depress me then they are doing a fabulous job. people start arriving in 5 hours, i still need to go to the store and clean off the deck. and matt's at the hospital with avigail, she passed out at work. i hope she and Jaden are ok. i ( Read more... )

watching lots of grey's anatomy is good, but also bad. its an emotional show, always lots of babies and people who are in love, blah. i usually tear up. but then something happy happens and i smile again. i exercised today, took penny for a run. im gonna do it again tomorrow. good start to a busy day. it's going to be a good day. gathering my ( Read more... )

Well the summer is almost over and there are only 10 days before I pack up and leave to go back to school. There's so much more I want to do before I go and so many things I intended to do this summer that won't be done. I wanted to spend a whole day on the seattle waterfront; pike place market, the aquarium, little shops, spaghetti factory, ( Read more... )