I cry inside when i think about clubs and dancing... i cry because i wonder what they are dancing forHm I really don't understand this? Is it because you think everyone who goes out to clubs is just looking for sex with strangers and nothing else? 'cos you're tarring a lot of people with the same brush there. I go out dancing because it's fun... and I'm passionate about music and like having a laugh with my friends. I love the feeling when your favourite song comes on and you're singing along and everyone's just enjoying it - simple pleasures innit. I mean you can sit on your own listening to music, but a big part of the fun for me is sharing it with other people
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Hmm OK I read what you wrote again and I think I completely missed the point there, heheh... it's not that you don't like the act of clubbing, you just don't like the fact that people can be enthusiastic/open about it but not God? Is that right?
(I'll try comment on the other things you mentioned when I think of something to say.)
Hrm, I guess a person probably could have a spiritual orgasm. Interesting thought.
"and it's ok to ...want certain.... things ok i've gone all embarrassed again but why should i coz it's natural and there now that i've written it down it won't be too hard to read over it again or even to talk about it in real life." Heh, of course it's okay and you're right...it's natural, and I'm glad you don't feel guilty or ashamed. Some people I know still seem to.
"Is it too much to ask God that i won't fall in love or even be attracted to anyone and vice versa until i meet the one guy He's got planned for me? Coz i asked. I've not had any experiences with having a boyfriend, but i look around and see the pain and time wasted in courtship, realizing my own mistakes and the mistakes of others, and i cringe and scream and cry inside. Why why why?"If you do fall in love before you meet the "one" guy you'll spend the rest of your life with, that might not be such a bad thing. Not all relationships end badly, and sometimes people fall out of love
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aww mel!!...it's soo soo good to hear what's on your heart and mind right now....you really do have such a great heart for so many things as well!! it's soo encouraging to hear...
i can't wait to see who God is preparing for you...you'd be quite a catch!! ;) i need to find you a man from here to bring you to us!!! hehehe...;) *wink*wink*...kekeke
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(I'll try comment on the other things you mentioned when I think of something to say.)
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Hehe yeah it's the one i'm replying to =p Thanks for the comment =)
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"and it's ok to ...want certain.... things ok i've gone all embarrassed again but why should i coz it's natural and there now that i've written it down it won't be too hard to read over it again or even to talk about it in real life."
Heh, of course it's okay and you're right...it's natural, and I'm glad you don't feel guilty or ashamed. Some people I know still seem to.
"Is it too much to ask God that i won't fall in love or even be attracted to anyone and vice versa until i meet the one guy He's got planned for me? Coz i asked. I've not had any experiences with having a boyfriend, but i look around and see the pain and time wasted in courtship, realizing my own mistakes and the mistakes of others, and i cringe and scream and cry inside. Why why why?"If you do fall in love before you meet the "one" guy you'll spend the rest of your life with, that might not be such a bad thing. Not all relationships end badly, and sometimes people fall out of love ( ... )
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'true success can be defined by your ability to adapt to changing circumstances'
and about guys....if you try to look, sometimes you'll be sooooo far away from what you want. Be careful and remember that it will happen..it will
god is def with me and i know that and it makes me stronger and i know having faith makes this happen to you
love you x
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just incase!
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i can't wait to see who God is preparing for you...you'd be quite a catch!! ;) i need to find you a man from here to bring you to us!!! hehehe...;) *wink*wink*...kekeke
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Nah i wouldn't exactly think of myself as "a catch" - far far from it. You are though!! ;)
Well did anyone catch your eye while you were here? Eheheheh. Raymond's pretty cool eh? Hahahaha =D
Anyways hope you've been fine! =)
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nooo...you sooo are!!! (a catch)...
hah?!?!...raymond?!?!...he's cool...not in that way though...heheh...got your eye on someone? ;) keke
*hugs*...oh and thanx for you comment and *hugs* on my xanga...*hugs back!*
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