It has been just about a year since my last post. Shit happens I guess. I just haven't been in a mood to say anything about my personal life, and confide in my keyboard. Everything has been in a rollercoaster state. More lows than highs, but that is life. Romantically, nothing promising. I've stayed single for about nine months now. That has ( Read more... )

I just spent a week in Nashville Tennesse. I had to clear all the bullshit that had happened from my head, and get back into living. On this trip I discovered some things out. This state really IS this boring. I have an itch, and I need out. Tennesse may, or may not be the place, but Michigan, and it's drama are weakening my sanity. Second, ( Read more... )

Katie is starting couceling for her alcohlism. I'm proud of her for this. We still aren't back together, or anything, but she's really trying now. She really seems to be sorry for what she did. From what everyone is telling me, this was a BIG step for her. I'm a former addict so I know how hard it can be for people with a problem. I haven't ( Read more... )

Had a GREAT time at the concert last night. Stonesour, amazing. Nonpoint, amazing. Disturbed, amazing. I saw people I haven't seen in years, and everything as perfect. Jump forward to getting back to Katie's house. She drinks too much again. Starts slapping the piss out of me because she was curious about how much it would take to piss me ( Read more... )

My baby's mom invited me to go to the Disturbed concert yesterday. Katie's mom, and her mom's boyfriend were going to the concert, and they wanted me, and my baby to go with them. Also, the last time I saw Katie, I saw her mom rock out to Coheed and Cambria. Little shit like that makes me six shades of happy. How many times have you dated ( Read more... )

Katie's cat clawed the shit out of my hand. It happened because I was sleeping, and so I wasn't petting it. It has been a few days, and my hand still hurts. That is why I'm a dog person.

Work sucks, relationships suck, life sucks. My job is still fucking me over, and over, and over. Then there's the relationship. We are fighting because she likes me too much. SHE LIKES ME TOO FUCKING MUCH! She is distancing herself because I'm too good of a guy, and she doesn't know how to handle it. That is what she fucking told me. She " ( Read more... )

I had to have a talk with my friend today. She has been one of my best friends for over 8 years now. She is also married with a kid. Her husband is also a really good friend of mine. Today she went on to tell me that she is in love with me, and that she wishes she was with me instead of him. That is awkward enough as it is, but to add another ( Read more... )

I hate my job with the burning passion of a thousand blazing suns, but I'm still very happy with life. There's a woman in my life (again), and it's keeping my sanity in line. Happiness and such.

I'm tired, sore, and everything I touched today was DISGUSTING! I love my brother. Don't missunderstand what I'm about to say... there are days I want to slap the ever living shit out of him, and make him grow the fuck up, and take care of his shit. After the 8th time I had to wash my hands after they got sticky from touching his heavy ass shit ( Read more... )