Once again here I am trying to sort through all of these thoughts in my head and come up with something positive and believable. I feel like things are different between us now, and its not surprising after what has happened, but it still bugs me. Maybe I am wrong but I feel like he is acting differently, like now that we aren't dating he doesn't ( Read more... )

I don't think I have anything else worthy of posting here. I'm just waiting to see what happens and to make some desicions. I think I'm on the right track to become a much happier person, with or without someone else in my life. While having a relationship would be a dream, I know that it would be much harder to be independently happy while in one ( Read more... )

Nothing really to report. Today has been a good day so far. I'm reading Pride and Predjudice finally. Its very interesting so far. And that is about it. <3

I don't really know why I'm still writing in this, as I have things pretty much figured out. I guess it feels good to get some of this out of my system. I was a bit distressed earlier, but I remembered that I am trying to have a positive attitude. I've decided that since I cannot do anything about the situation that I am in at the moment, that I ( Read more... )

Well, all of this thinking and I'm bound to have revolations, right ( Read more... )

Oops. I lost it a little there. I need to concentrate on having a positive attitude more. It'll get easier ( Read more... )

Just when you think you are okay...

Memories will be the death of me. I think I might go cry myself to sleep.

(PS I hope to god that no one is reading this shit.)

I haven't really thought of much else that could be considered a problem. Its a waiting game from this point. I'll have to wait and see what happens. Hopefully I continue to have faith that things will turn out well in the end. Its destiny right? (Maybe...)

Well, here I am again to work on myself. I'm feeling better, but not perfect. So the question is what is else is there to work out. I need to remember why I wanted to be in a relationship in the first place. I think lately it has just become routine. I'm dating because that's just what I should do, but I don't think that that is a very good reason ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in some sort of romance movie. Well, maybe not quite, but I think my life at the moment might make a good plot for one. A boy and a girl meet by chance and fall for each other in just a night, but they live 6 hours apart. They make it work for a while, but eventually the strain of the distance tears them apart. In time they become ( Read more... )