Wow I just read my last journal and its amazing how much has freakin changed its unreal i thought things had changed trmendously since last year oh no! they flipped up side down and backwards in the past 3 months. First of all not going to Cali (still potentialy in my future but who knows) and heres why... first of all i fell in love which freakin ( Read more... )

Lets see not much going on right now things have finally slowed down in my life for the time being which is very nice. After working 5o hours a week plus finals plus the stress of the holidays I'm glad to have less hours and no classes. Christmas was great except my poor mom being sick other then that it was really nice to beable to see the fam ( Read more... )

Ok so how much do i love my life I'm stressed i work all the time, i have no social life I'm not dating anyone and i freakin love my life no really thats not sarcasim its like all the things that I dont have right now dont matter cause of what i do have. Jess just made me read one of her friends journal which was really depressing and on the ( Read more... )

I havent felt this much clarity since the summer, and it feels good to have it back. I needed to break down again before i could get over everything, so i did. My first thought was to reimprove myself again and become what i once was. But then i realized that this thought was a major stress factor all these thing i had done before that made me ( Read more... )

Alright I'm done with the quizzes for awhile i need to sleep. i had a good time tonight it was nice to get out and not have to think about anything and just catch up with friends. Man i really need to sleep i dont want to go to school tom i hope it floods then i wouldnt have to do anything until i go to work that would be stellar, heres hoping ( Read more... )