hey...i don't know if you're mad at me or not...or if you even care or what. i had no idea that not being at kimberly would make us stop talking so fast. i know you have more friends now that are a hell of a lot funner than i am...but i just don't want you to be mad at me. bah enough of this.
i'm not mad, actually. i'm disappointed. everything you once stood for doesn't even seem to matter anymore, and i can honestly say i don't know you anymore. everyone changes, but i didn't expect you of all people to develop unhealthy changes. and as your friend i can't accept that, believe it or not i don't want to watch my friend smoke or go back on her word, or doing ridiculous dieting. but my opinion doesn't really matter.
just because i've made new friends doesn't mean i've completely forgotten about my old friends. if anything, they are far more important, they know me better, and so on and so forth. you just stopped asking to hang out, stopped talking, just like you had before.
ridiculous dieting? and did you want me to lie to you about me smoking again? i easily could have but i didn't, to avoid this whole thing. i just can't seem to please you. remember, this is my life.
and jesus christ when the hell do either of us have time to hang out. i have school and work and you have school and work and the play and your new friends. don't fricken blame this on me with the whole "you stopped asking to hang out" thing. this was inevitable. i'm sorry if you can't accept me the way i am now...but i refuse to continue my life living as a person that i am not. i am not straight edge, i enjoy dieting, and i am a smoker. sorry
hahaha, yeah man that whole year you were just DYING to smoke and diet. gosh. it must've been so hard to hold that back. so basically when you lied all those times, it was just to form my opinion? oh, well, then that makes it all okay. done.
what the fuck. lay off...and let me live my god damn life. i'm not affecting you negatively in any way. what the hell do you have against my dieting? i don't like being fat, i'm sorry...i'd rather lose weight. what is the problem with that...? my smoking, dieting, or choice of clothing is absolutely NONE of your business and if you have a problem with it, keep it to yourself...or at least talk to me about it in a civil manner instead of turning it into a huge joke or just completely blowing me off or talking about me behind my back. why can't you just TALK about it instead of telling everyone else or being a huge bitch to me? i'm SICK of it!
you are an incredibly difficult person :-= anyway. you need to get off your ass and get a hold of me somehow.. uhm.. applepub@hotmail.com. uhm... yhea, can't think of any other way, really :-=
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your buddy-
donovan
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