huh huh. bloody diarrhea.

yesterday morning, i grabbed charlie's bloodwork as it came over the fax and so much was wrong. he had a pcv of 17, high liver values and all kinds of other crazy stuff. dr. h phoned charlie's mom to talk to her about and she brought him back in that afternoon because he was doing so poorly. couldn't stand and he was super pale. phil did some in- ( Read more... )

on another tip, we're going through another sad patch at work with some really cool patients dying. last monday, i came into the treatment room to clock in and there was a patient on the wet table with a blanket over her. i pulled it back and it was maggie cutler. fuck. i fucking lost it. for two days i thought about what to write to her parents. ( Read more... )

i've been so restless lately. besides sunday night and tonight, i've been going out every night lately. not always out out, sometimes just to a friends to watch movies. but always doing something. this is good because i am having a good time. but this is bad because i haven't done laundry in almost a month (had to do a load in the sink tonight so i ( Read more... )

just went back and read some old entries. it's amzing how much yr life can change in less than 4 years. when i started this thing, i was in my first quarter at poly and hadn't yet gone to london. i wish i would've posted more over there. it was such a great time.

so i've been super introspective and meloncholy these last few days. if my bunny hadn't chewed through my speaker wire the other day, and i wasn't out of weed, i'd probably be hanging out by myself listening to "don't dream it's over," and "love will tear us apart" on my turntable like i did when i felt his way at age 16. i don't even know what's ( Read more... )

my car is like a little pet. since i'll be getting a new car relatively soon, i've been thinking a lot about all the little things i'll miss about my car. i got so sad thinking about him going to the junkyard and getting smashed up. if i had it my way, upon euthanasia, we'd go for one last drive down the coast, then his viable organs would be ( Read more... )

last night shannon, gary, laura and i were on our way to hollywood to go to some club, and we took a quick detour to long beach to get weed from laura's friend. at one point, gary kind of half turns around to say something to laura and i, traffic stops and he totally hits the guy in front of him. since he kind of swerved at the last second, he hit ( Read more... )

so the fred perry sweater vest didn't shrink as much as i'd hoped. but boy did i look cute last night in my alternate outfit that actually ended up being a better choice. black pencil skirt, stacked heels with a bump toe, pale green scoop-neck 3/4 sleeve sweater, pale green & faux diamond brooch, and a black & silver with gold clasp clutch handbag ( Read more... )

i've been really busy, so i haven't been posting much. but busy in a good way. i had planned on a massive entry talking about what has been going on, but i decided a quick list would be a better way to explain the last few weeks ( Read more... )