Being apart from the one person you love is the hardest thing to do. Especially when life has been burdened with the rseponsibility of a little tiny person. Not that I dont just love being a mom, but when its soley on your head whether or not she eats in a day is so ridiculously taxing. And sometimes I feel this blanket of anger that I know isnt ( Read more... )

since ive written in my live journal... i kinda gave up hope on it but its restored and i need a place to truely vent... there is only one set of eyes to hide this from... i need my own, uninvaded space to write down EXACTLY how i feel... so heres to coming back from the dead :)

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its always when the sky is opening up with such a fury, raining down, draining the darkness, flashing violently and ripping with such an angry pounding that i feel the most at peace ( Read more... )

it feels as if these walls of false happiness are crumbling before my eyes... the more joy i feign, the more the darkness creeps into my subconcious, making it almost impossible to see straight... the last few nights have been plagued with a certain desire... one that noone has ever seen, or ever heard... the sinking in my reality can only be ( Read more... )

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god i miss him...

*sigh* im starting to resent the westside...

woah... the weather is so fucked up... its windy as fuck but as warm as an april day... were supposed to get some wicked crazy rain in a bit... i just dont know what to make of it... in my house we were debating on whether or not we should even pay to get oil put back into our tank because the weather keeps fluxuating... who knows... im fed up ( Read more... )

things feel weird... like i should have had more time...as much as i wanted this to come, it just isn't enough time to really soak up what was goin on around me... and now i prepare for the last leg of my education and i just hope that things go the way i have in my head... because i would hate to think that im outta here and be dragged back in.. ( Read more... )

im ridiculously obsessed... when you sit awake for 3 hours straight and search for pictures of your favorite band, thats a dead give away... i just saw them on november 29th and im driving down to washington d.c( 2 1/3 hours away mind you) to see another show... i really can't believe how engulfed in them i am... anyways, i can not wait until ( Read more... )