Im only in the UP for one more week, Im happy and sad at the same time. Ive enjoyed meeting new people, but Im going to miss them. I know I need to move on with my life and find out who I am and who I want to be, doing that is going to take sacrifices. I just hope my friends up here wont forget me...I wont forget them.

Went to the Nickel and then to the skybox, hoping that someone who cares about me would show up,but, unfortunally never did. Im tired of calling, hoping, wondering and waiting. It just kills me inside ( Read more... )

So, I went out to the bar again tonight.First at the Ramada Inn where my friends Doug and Katy were playing,then at Remes.Ever since I quit my job,and other sad things have happened in my life it's all I feel like doing. Numbing my pain,trying to forget all my problems.I keep try to move on,but sometimes it's so hard. Part of me wants to move away ( Read more... )

Well this is my first entry and I have to say, Im not very happy with my life right now. It seems like everything I do is wrong, no matter how hard I try. It makes me really depressed. I think I have drank more in the past 2 months then I have all year. I know drinking isnt the answer, but it sure does help me get to sleep.