see your wringing hands and a silver knife
twenty dollars in your hand, that you hold so tight
all the evidence of your vacant lies

and you will try to do what you did before
pull the wool over your eyes,
for a week or more
let your family take you back to your original mind.

there's nothing i can say
i can say
i didn't understand.

needless to say, the overwhelming amount of time i have spent for school in the past two weeks (and the time i will need to spend over the next three weeks) is driving me insane. i just keep telling myself that there is only three more weeks, and then i will be done forever. which is kind of scary, kind of sad ( Read more... )

things i have accomplished this weekend ( Read more... )

neither do i.

electric shocks, i love them.
with you dozen a day.

how can you offer me love like that?
my heart's burned
how can you offer me love like that?
i'm exhausted
leave me alone

after i finished reading shopgirl last night, i realized something incredibly sad and laid in bed crying and crying and crying until i fell asleep.

so, i can either hurt now, or hurt later

my dad once told me this ( Read more... )

i am wasting my youth by not parading around in a gold bikini all week.

this is my last spring break ever, and all i've done is watch a shit ton of law and order and get coffee with omar.

SPRING BREAK FAIL.

lately every time i start to relax, i almost immediately begin listing all of the things i should be worried about. projects, reading, money, overdrawn bank accounts, rent, my already 2 month late car payment, driving, court, not driving, finding another job, student loans coming due, money i owe for court ( Read more... )

lately i have been wondering if monogamy is only a survival technique that we have developed over hundreds of years ( Read more... )