I dream about what it is like to be a successful writer. Not just a really smart person that is crafty with words and employed by a local newspaper (not to disrespect journalists), but those writers that are more like socialites: the ones that attend all of the fancy, glamourous parties, the ones that have their pieces published in fashion ( Read more... )

Last night I stayed in. Like a catepillar in its cacoon I hybernated, almost enveloped straight in to my own self. Figuratively and mentally, I stayed in. In the far background, I could hear my drunk parents laughing with their friends. Auditing their conversations, I realized that I was not interested and drifted back and forth in and out of ( Read more... )

I think its unfortunate that these Morons, I mean Mormons, are spending their savings (during a recession) on the Yes on PROP 8 campaign. Trying to put aside my own bias, I still do not understand why teaching gay marriage in school is a threat to their "traditions". Its not like there will be a Gay Marriage 101 for adolescents. Or better yet, a ( Read more... )

With not being in school, I am realizing how much "extra" time there is to think about the past. These brief moments of nostaligia pop up consistently throughout my post-college days: "How could have I done ____________ differently?" "Why did I choose to stop talking to ___________?" "What kind of friends let me go out wearing those ___________ ( Read more... )

J. McCain's left cheek (or right cheek, I am not sure) is horrendous. I am pretty sure that some plastic surgeon could have fixed that. Just saying.

I just called my sister a "bitch". I am really scared to go to bed tonight.

Finished: Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
Finished: The Kite Runner

I want to experiment. I want to think of new ways to be me.

"there's nothing wrong with me loving you
and giving yourself to me can never be wrong
if the love is true"

(I love Marvin).

That's it.

usmellofwine (8:08:08 PM): i kinda want a boyfriend ( Read more... )

With two weeks left here, I am suddenly beginning to realize that being a lush is not easy. My drinking habits (thursday through saturday) have caused _________ in my life ( Read more... )