Click to view

"I don't know if you know what it is like to want to be someone else, to not want to look like you look, to hate your own face and to go completely unnoticed. I have always wanted to be someone else. I have never felt comfortable the way I am. All I want is to be better than myself, to become less ordinary and to find some purpose in this world. It ( Read more... )

i'm changing my name, because i believe this man is my real dad:


( Read more... )

i need to update, but i also need to work on my two essay that have to be turned in in less than an hour.
shit.

i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how light you are, like a feather. i love how ( Read more... )

i feel like a speck of dirt.

Click to view

terrible video, but wonderful song.

( Read more... )

8:16pm Varun

do you still like him?
8:16pm Jes

well.

uhhh i dont know

i do but i hate him still and i dont trust him and he just proved that he's the exact same person he was a year ago
8:24pm Varun

yeah i know.

it's kind of upsetting he would just run back to you after that

and i'd be a little dissapointed in you if you just went back because it will ( Read more... )

homework day begins.

i want to be done with it once and for all.
and i'm going to be a huge grouch, all day.