Hello,

I haven't written in you for awhile. I had a meltdown last week that I'm still trying to recover from. I was supposed to make more than one journal entries so I can gauge how I'm feeling. I didn't do too good of a job. I will say that each day I've had my high and lows. There isn't a day where I don't think about what happened. However going ( Read more... )

I want to start writing in my journal everyday. I think it's going to be hard for me since it's something I'm not used to but, I'll do my best. This is not going to be a post dedicated solely to that one person that torments me, because frankly it's a tired subject.

Instead I'll be focusing on the other stuff.

I've been doing cardio everyday for ( Read more... )

- Pay off car (I should be able to finally pay it off in 2022)

- Be more active (work out every other day cardio/weights workouts)

- Focus on mental health

- Focus on destroying destructive behavior (Stop chasing unavailable men, you've been dating for 10 years, this needs to stop)

- Be more social (Antisocial at times, work in progress)

- Go dairy ( Read more... )

I've been on vacation these past 2 weeks, I've done a whole lot of nothing really. I should've probably cleaned more. I will probably end up doing this over my last weekend before I go back to work. I cleaned out my closet of all the clothes that no longer fit me. Which means I can now go shopping for more clothes! Specifically work out clothes... ( Read more... )

It's late, it's been a minute. I had been meaning to make an entry soon, especially after my heinous Algebra course. I passed it, but not without frustration, tears, and of course with a lot of help with my niece, Isela. Thanks kid, your inheritance just got a little bigger.

Anywho, not much update. I finished paying off my credit card which I had ( Read more... )

I've been working from home. I had a COVID scare, just got my results which were negative, luckily. I have a slight cough still, so waiting for that to disappear before I resume what I normally do. Loading up on vitamins and tea, plus vitamin C. School... gahhh, it's a love/hate thing. I have 2 papers due this week, luckily a 2 page minimum for ( Read more... )

I hate school. Why did I sign up for this shit again? Super annoying. Anywho, back in session.. I like that it keeps me busy, not much time to think about dumb stuff. Work is awesome, killing it in that aspect. Although at times I can't help but think that it can be over in one bad move and I'm back to retail. Hence, why I'm back in school. I need ( Read more... )

Dear Drew,

We matched on Tinder on November 20, 2020. I was very smitten once I got a sense that you were not like the rest of the douchebags on there trying to get laid. You were not exactly my type of man that I go for, but seeing as how I am at the age of 33 I figured it was time to put my big girl panties on and stop trying to date the ( Read more... )

The last day of 2020. I can't believe it is about to be over. Honestly it feels like this year was super short. I bet for most of us it felt like we were living the same day over and over, I can't wait for the light at the end of the tunnel. So much has happened this year career wise, my love life is still pretty shitty, but I feel like I'm finally ( Read more... )

Wow.

It has been so long since I have made an entry here. It feels like I'm reconnecting with an old friend. Last post was from 2011, none of the people I associated with are still on here so I am basically talking to air at this point. If this reaches someone who can read...

How the heck are ya? :)

I guess I'll reintroduce myself.

The name is ( Read more... )