i see you right in front of me but you seem so far away. i miss the touch of your soft but rough skin against my thigh. i tense up and i start to cry i dont think its time i say. you get mad at me and i start to leave you grab me bye the hand and hold me close. i try to get awat but you just look at me and say you will never know how much i love ( Read more... )

yeah well im fucking pissed my dogs tore apart my favorite sweater, My TAKING BACK SUNDAY one. its pathetic, but i cried over it. i loved that sweater soooo freaking much

I AM CHANGING MY JOURNAL TO FRIENDS ONLY SO IF YOU WANNA BE MY FRIEND THEN COMMENT SO I CAN ADD YOU!!!!!

well first off i have so many problems right now first i have been worried about school becaus ei have to get my grades up to get a job, second i have Kenny to worry about and miss all the fucking time, third Kayla has been getting in trouble again and she got kicked out and she lives with me now she want to graduate early, move in with bubba, and ( Read more... )

yeahw ell kenny did break up with me. well i should say he had kayla do it for him. i hate him so fucking much. i wish he would die with his stupid baby and crystal. he will regret this i promise that. he is gonna get a taste of the real me when he sees the bitch that comes out. i post later bye

i hate this Kenny is going to break up with me again i just know it. i dont want to lose him again. Crystal is pregnant and they say that it is Kennys for sure but i dont know. I think that i might break up with him tomorrow unless he doesnt plan on getting back with Crystal but if he does then oh well i guess im the stupid fuck this time. like ( Read more... )

yeah i have to go back to school i hate school so much i want it to be spring break still. and i have to start actually doing something in my classes because i have to get a job so my mom with quit bitching at me about money and gas. gas is so fucking expensive now i hate it and my mom always is yelling at me because she has to give my money for ( Read more... )

i absolutley hate her this time she is so stupid she just doesnt get it. she yelled at me because i wanted to go over to kayla's house and drop off some stuff she forgot over here and she was like " NO you cant go over there you have been driving all week adn you dont even pay for gas." and that is complete bullshit because she has only givne me 10 ( Read more... )

im bored

yeah well i gave Kenny and crystal the perfect songs last night see here they are ( Read more... )