OK

so, I know it's been a long time.

oh well

I'm happy with my other journal.'

School's out in about 3 weeks. THANK GOD! but all the projects we have are RIDICULOUS! WT, Civil war, magazine *dies* eeash...

so, now that no one reads them

I'm just going to be weird

yeah, sounds like a plan

hhhhhmmmm

oh well

I still look at this

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Hey everyone.

I'm going to start a new journal. Because this one just is too public right now. I'm only going to give it to people whom I feel deserve to read it, will understand my rants, and that I trust. I'm asking that those that I give the name to, don't put it on your friends list, but instead just put it in favorites or something. I want to ( Read more... )

Hello...

well, I have been in Oregon for the past few days. It's been sooooooo nice to be able to just relax and not have to worry about anything! ^_^ it really has been very nice! At first I didn't want to come... any mention of the trip and I would just burst into tears, and then I came down with the common cold on the way here, therefore making ( Read more... )

I feel the need to thank the following people for just being there and helping me out during this little "slump ( Read more... )

I hate fights... I hate school... I hate ME!

Can't I just be over and done with everything!? I'm sick of all this crap. I'm sick of having all these "mental problems" of feeling "sick" all the time.. I'm just..sick of everything! Sick of being me!

I don't know what to do anymore.
Everything seems to go wrong at once, doesn't it? *hiccup* I can't wait for summer....... I need to be able to SLEEP. Only down side of summer, I won't be able to talk to Nick *tear* with him moving and camping and all.... *sigh* I don't know what I'm going to do about him.... it just seems sooo complicated right now ( Read more... )

Auction went OK.. I left about half way through.... too much social anxiety... I just froze up.

jeez! GET THIS THROUGH YOUR HEADS PEOPLE -- THIS IS MY PLACE TO RANT AND LET GO SOMETIMES. If it offends you or you disagree with it, good for you. I DON'T CARE! So go whine to your mom about it!  For crying out loud! I am just ONE person, and I have MY opinions that I AM going to write, so deal with it!

OK, on better tems, I'm going to the ( Read more... )

Ok, so Collier said I haven't updated for a while. So, yeah, here I am...updating. hmm...

I went to dance today. I love the actual dancing part, but I get shy around the people there, even Collier and Stacie and all... I dunno what happened. It's just weird. The dance we're doing is kinda hard.. it's really fast and there's LOADS of turning in it!

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look at the icon Courtney made me!


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