I need a safe place to vent

[weirdo_child]

"Hey nobody, it's me, that loser that used to have friends and shit. Been a while, huh? You've moved, went through a couple of workplaces, moved a few times. Crashed your scooter and was out of work for six weeks

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[west_haven]

I’ll be the awkward one and post a comment here, whoops. It popped up on my email and it’s 5:30am so here I am. I have a soft spot for us old people still using Livejournal. Fuck it’s been years, but I do hate you’re going through some shit. I know at the time, I did distance myself from you because of Matt, there were just things about him that eventually put me off. I’ve burned some bridges over the years (some twice over) but for anyone I’ve either consciously or unconsciously done so, I never wished anything bad on them. That does include you. I am sorry about how I acted back then. 2020 has been a shit year for all, it’s safe to say, but let’s hope 2021 will be at least a shade better. Again, sorry for the awkward comment on a place you probably didn’t expect a comment, but I at least wanted to post some sort of apology.

[weirdo_child]

Wow, I can honestly say I never expected to hear from any of the old crowd. I figured this was a dead platform, so while my posts would be public, no one would read them. I've thought about you, over the years. You and everyone else. Deanna and I are talking again, but I reached out to John and he completely blocked me and vanished. I know that what I did was shitty. Hell, I stayed for 10 years, even after he told me he was polyamorous a few years after we got married. He got a gf that I hated...no, that's behind me now. I'm on Insta now, @s.loof. Maybe, if you're up for it, we could catch up?

[west_haven]

Yeah most of my random ass posts here have gone uncommented on too, so pardon the intrusion. It’s still like tho, I’m sad to hear people having bad times even if there were weird things in our past and we don’t talk. I’m glad you’re talking to Deanna, we unfortunately don’t anymore after some friend breakups, but of course, once again, I wish the best for her. I mostly have some friends out of state I associate the most with (one in GA, one in SC and one in Charlotte). I hate that there was such an imbalance in your relationship with him, that def sounds shitty. Lauren ended up being kind of abusive (worst I was pushed off her bed) and belittled my feelings till she got fed up with me, so I can kind of sympathize with a relationship gone so sour. And totally, I’ll send you a request on Insta, I’m the same damn username basically everywhere so I’m easy to find lol.