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Can't win for losing
I just love how my bf can get mad and fussy and then get upset when I get mopey and down, but then I get upset and he gets mopey and down and I feel like the absolute worst person -
Curse you, data bug!
Thanks to a lovely game called The Elder Scrolls: Online(affectionately known as ESO,) I have been bitten by the data entry bug. And I want moreBit of backstory; back in 2018 when I was recovering from being hit by a car, I started playing an online game my husband had bought for me, and I got pretty into it. Rapidly went through every zone, every ( Read more... ) -
I need a safe place to vent
"Hey nobody, it's me, that loser that used to have friends and shit. Been a while, huh? You've moved, went through a couple of workplaces, moved a few times. Crashed your scooter and was out of work for six weeks ( Read more... ) -
How can there be any 'sin' in 'sincere'? Where is the 'good' in 'goodbye'?
I wish Matt could understand my need to be as small as possible sometimes. Its not that I don't want to cuddle with you and be needy in front of your friends; I just can't stand getting in anybody's way! I knew they were coming over so I planned on being quiet and off to one side, and then he gets mad at me for it! He says I don't kiss him right, ( Read more... ) -
For I need him...
...as long as he needs me ( Read more... ) -
You traded all your paperclips for a soapdish that way...
...your best friend's rubber ducky wouldn't slip and slide away ( Read more... ) -
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Why can't he see how much I need him? How much I miss him? Why is it that at first everything was fine, and then suddenly... it wasn't. I miss him so much but he doesn't want to speak to me. If I lose him, that's it. I'll have lost pretty much all my friends from my 'old' life. Can I do that? I don't think I can. He's always been there for me, ( Read more... ) -
One night while I lay in my bed, a dreadful draught of sleep I drew...
For I'd dreamed that the trees had all turned brown and I saw the death of young Andrew ( Read more... ) -
I tried to do handstands for you, I tried to handstands for you
Every time I fell on you, yeah every time I fell ( Read more... ) -
Look at me, look at me, just called to say that it's good to be alive...
in such a small world I'm all curled up with a book to read ( Read more... )