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First of all...
jill.
i'm glad we're still talking to eachother.
no matter what,
i'll never be the one to give up
and never talk to you again.
even if i say i'll never talk to you again,
i'll still be back.
i've never completely shut out anyone from my life.

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By this time, I was bitter and pretty angry. I don't want to go back to that.

Fighting Back Against A Blood Soaked Friend

I'd like to fight back and show no mercy.

I've been forced to rip my heart out and take a bite.

So now I'm taking a second bite, and spitting blood in everyone's face.

Then I'll take this knife from my back,

and stab the world ( Read more... )

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"Goodnight, Starlite"
by
The Juliana Theory
Such a good great song.
Don't just hear it, listen to it.

Ok, so I was laying in bed when I got a phone call ( Read more... )

I don't feel too great today ( Read more... )

That's what you really want...
but it's been that way the whole time.
And I don't see it being any different anytime soon.

But you say you don't care anymore.
And hearing you say that is like stabbing me in the chest.
So thanks. I get it. Don't say it again.
Just stop.

Fuck.
How am I suppose to care about myself,
when no one else will?

Who wants to come over tonight?
Call me.

Going out later, but crashing at home.
Did I mention I'm scared to sleep alone?

"I don't know what I'm doing ( Read more... )