ahhhhh, this changes everything.

may i never be the same again

i'm not entirely comfortable in this town yet. i feel like there are at least a few more people i'm going to need to meet before i can really get over the last 400+ days of my life. it's all just so different now. i need some shows to play. i need chester to go ahead and get up here, because i think i'd be good for him and he'd be good for me up ( Read more... )

score one for the method. things are so on point right now, it makes me breathe easier. the complications are weaving themselves into a web of answers, and progress is being made at a greater rate than expected. i am for the first time in months (years) feeling good about life. my impending departure to more important places has been optimized by ( Read more... )

see the picture ( Read more... )

there is nothing for which i'm responsible ( Read more... )

saddest christmas ever
i could've stayed in my room all day and not have been missed by a single person
i guess i'm glad that i didn't, though

I know it's not your style ( Read more... )

tonight was one of those nights that nothing i've ever experienced could have prepared me for
everybody's due for one of those nights every no and then, but this one came at an especially bad time
i'm very confused, because i just seem to be making memories that i'd be better off forgetting somewhere down the line

locked away in a bedroom ( Read more... )

Vatic7: i think you should
Vatic7: but if you died today on your way to get baptized i dont think you would go to hell if you believe
DownWithGoliath: you think god would do something like that?
DownWithGoliath: kill me on the way to my baptism?
Vatic7: God doesnt kill folk
Vatic7: i think we kill each other
Vatic7: he just sometimes allows it
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