lexapro makes you feel like you're drinking hot apple cider on a trainride through snowy mountains.

this isn't america. this is shitwater america.

so i see beezer for the first time in six months, and the conversation begins as follows...
"you doing all right, terry bizon?"
"yeah, i finally got that maple syrup i ordered."

here are the facts ( Read more... )

wow. completely alone. COMPLETELY alone. this is some tough shit... but then again, who's listening?

fuck it, i gave up a long time ago.

I always wondered how I could ever become what I see myself as in the future and still maintain an emotional and sensitive side. The fact, however, is that I can't. At least I won't, anyway. My feelings and emotions have been crushed into non-existence... and for some reason, I feel better that way. Maybe it's the pills, but I just don't see myself ( Read more... )

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood ( Read more... )

I watched the sun rise into the cold, bitter sky this morning. There was something transecendent about feeling those first rays of pure warm wonderful sunshine rinse over my face and arms through the uncomfortably dense fog; it reminded me in some strange poetic way that problems have solutions, a fact of life that my brain can't seem to wrap ( Read more... )

it's myspace from here on in...

smoke & mirrors

she said i reminded her of summer ( Read more... )

man. last night felt good. i'm starting to remember what the freedom of being single really entails. i had no inhibitions, no self-conscious caution, no one telling me not to be the center of attention. they all loved me, thankfully. it was the first love i've felt in a long time that didn't hurt. the crowd was friendly, the guys were chill and ( Read more... )