my 1st day away from my parents feels SO good ( Read more... )

i had one of those indepth conversations with my mom 2day..she was talking about how she really was going to miss me..even though some of the shit she says would make me think she wouldnt give a shit..but whatever going on..she was talking about how im really not that bad of a kid..somehow we got on the conversation of drugs and alcohol and stuff.. ( Read more... )

tonight is it..its the last night im gonna see my house for like 2 months..honestly..it pisses me off..im never happy when i leave..im gonna miss phoebe..haha..my parents keep saying "are you going to miss me?" and with the shit they've put me through this year..i always change the subject..i wish they could know how i felt..i mean saying it to ( Read more... )

im fucking mad! i dont want 2 leave ( Read more... )

beach saturday..we're leaving around 9..but if you want 2 come let me know and i'll make sure that you're there with us! we is goin 2 stoney creek..like 26 mile and some shit..it was so fuckin fun last weekend and u should call me and come with us saturday..im driving!

sabat is convinced that im a fucking cunt..haha it makes me kind of laugh..b/c he has no reason to say it..like none whatsoever..

who here is NOT getting a car now because of a D on a final? on a fucking final! fuck finals i fucking hate tehm! i got a D on a final..so im never getting a car! fucking a im fucking pissed! my mom is convinced that a 3.2 isnt good enough..that im a failure..etc..so thanks mom for believing in me and making me feel reallll good about myself! ( Read more... )

enough sadness...im sick of feeling all depressed and shit..fuck that shit..fuck it in the ass! fuck it in the back of a minivan! alright im done..i want comments..seriously if you fucking read this congradulate the fuck outta me b/c its a fucking miricle! haha! ♥ mucho

sabat never wants 2 talk 2 me again..hes annoyed that i think im friends with his friends ( Read more... )

( melonhead's photo shoot in the rendezvous )