today i had to tell jamie i cheated on him with kyle and his friend so that makes me sloppy 3's and well i really just want to fuck every one i can before i die because since jamie dumped me theres no reason to care im threw with him but really he was threw with me first and just put up with me not to make me sad so i did all that for a year and 2 ( Read more... )

It's just, we'll simply to put it, this new me without you, it feels very lonely. Too bad we had to end it, had to end it much too soon. I really need you. Sarah, your going to die anyway, so it doesnt really matter.

shalalalalalalala and life goes on and on and on and on and on

ps- who gets dumped on their birthday

pss- shut it

We'll let's see... today is my birthday and i woke up and had a few smokes and took a shower and what not. And now I sit waiting to go to school. Yesturday, my job interview thing went well. I am pretty sure it is a go. AAAAnd.... well I want to do something..............youuu know.

basically, tommrow i turn 17 which is a little better than being sixteen but not quite as important as turning 18. but what can you do. happy almost birthday to me.

When I can look life in the eyes, grown calm and very coldly wise, life will have given me the truth, and taken in exchange my youth.

Quite frankly, I really am enjoying this not having school any more ordeal. Yesturday I was productive and went and tried to find a job. And I have an interview on Tuesday with the Buffalo Exchange in PB. And my birthday is on Wednesday and I start charter Wednesday too. So things are falling into order and all is well.

Have a good day.

Well, you asked him for the sun, did you ask him for the moon
He said cool down, baby, we're going to be there soon
He said up, up, and away, we goin' fly all day
Up, up, and away, we goin' fly all day
Up, up, up, up, and away

Now flip, flop and fly, I don't care if I die.

Today I stopped myself and realized that I'm missing something. I lack an understanding of what exactly it is but there is certainly something. We'll I have had much on my mind and now I will allow myself to pour it all out before is spontaneously combusts. Today I turn in my books, leave wooden desks and cheap lunches behind, and say good-bye to ( Read more... )

I had a colorful spring break. Lots of new first time experiences. I seem to be at the peak of confusion, and I'm wandering around trying to find the point. My charter school called yesturday, finally, and they said only one more week. My birthday is right around the corner, and I'm not sure how to celebrate. My fine from my arrest is $341 and I ( Read more... )