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I will be leaving tomorrow morning for my home state of Indiana to pick up...well we've still yet to decide on a name for my darling, precious truck. pictures will be posted upon my return.

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Woke up yesterday
With you on my mind
So afraid of running out of time
So come around again
And iIll show you what I mean
And you can tell me
Exactly what you need
And we can talk all night
And i will sing you lullabies
I'm sorry for the times I said too much
I was so afraid that you would fall out of touch

Have I told you how good it feels to be me
When I'm with you?
I can only stay clean
When you are around
Don't let me fall
If I close my eyes forever
Would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?
Maybe I'm addicted
I'm out of control
But you're the drug
That keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar
But all I really know is
You're the only reason I'm trying.

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, there's no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
I miss someone beside me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
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I would like to thank jennifer lynn wakefield for pressuring me into bad decisions. haha

Deus ego vere don't teneo quis vos vilis.
Videor amo salus adveho tantum in nostrum somnium.
Ego sentio meus odium grow totus quantum extremus. 
Deus can is universitas vere exsisto ut tristis ut is videor?
Atrox recubo

This Is Not Heresy
I Will Not Recant

I wake up to find myself
After all these years
And where all the time has gone
Still seems so unclear
Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
It brings out the worst in me
When you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
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Now autumn brings the beautiful things
Where all you give comes back to you
Like the crown upon my king
Your life's a song
So sing along before the silence swallows you
And leaves you like a pawn
Watch angels in the morning
Become a devil's afternoon
I will panic in the evening
Underneath the crashing moon
So fall in love while you can
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