Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head
When you're away when I am missing you to death

I believe I can see the future
As I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now i never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I can feel thier eyes are watching
In case I loose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
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                                                                Spero Melior

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face light up again
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know you're always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
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A look
A laugh
A smile
A second
Passes by and I dont regret it
Words just aren't right
Sometimes I just can't explain
All the ways you devastate me
Always on my mind
I try but I'm not convincing
Your lips they pout and twist
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need, just keep me ( Read more... )

Road Trip 2005!

I'll be back saturday evening, hopefully with pictures to post.

dont miss me too much

I am all alone this time around
Sometimes on the side I hear a sound
Places parallel I know it's you
Feel the little pieces bleeding through
Now I've decided not to stay
Can you feel me start to fade away
Everything is back where it belongs
I will be beside you before long

Im so ready for a change
Im so sick of doing and seeing the same things every day
I get up, go to work all day, come home and hope someone wants to do something.
Im so tired of feeling the empty space around me.
I may not be by myself but Im always alone.
I dont know where this road goes, I just hope its something more
Cause Im tired and Im fading
I was ( Read more... )

Everything is catching up with me
I awake to find
I'm not at all where I should be
And it feels I'm getting to the end
And it's hard to figure out what's real
And what's pretend
I escape
Every now and then
And to think
I find myself
Back here again
I used to know who I was
Until you came along
Now I return
To the only place
I've ever felt
That I belong

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Bang Bang

She shot me down