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[wemumbleloudly]

i am watching everyone around me go through their heartbreak and their melodrama shit with relationships.

i hope i never have to do this again.
i would really like to live one day at a time.
i know what i want goddamn it i just need to fucking do it.

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[beautiful_scar]

thank you so much for easing my mind... im glad that you can think clearly when i cannot. i do hope we find some time to catch up.. in person. perhaps a trip to the nearest borders.. i think it is much needed. xo

[wemumbleloudly]

I agree... Im moving back to akron saturday. I'll give you a call.

[beautiful_scar]

i just want to get through one day without feeling broken, keri. not a second goes by that its not haunting me.. that im not thinking about him... and how i lost everything that meant anything to me. i know everyone keeps saying that i can do better.. or that there is something better out there for me.. but i dont feel like there is. he was it. he was my everything.. and now he's gone.. and i cant do anything but sit here and feel sick. its making me think crazy thoughts... i hate it. ive contemplated so many things that i wish i had the guts to do.. and i cant stand it... it disgusts me that i even think this way. im a complete and utter mess... and i dont know how i even got here.

[wemumbleloudly]

tiff you've just gotta talk yourself out of it... and just say everything will be fine. because it will. i dont know what else to say, just that everything will be alright.... not soon but sometime.