I heard on NPR today about a famous writer who got married and had children and stopped writing as much. Even her husband had to admit that there was a significant loss. He said it was sad that so many profound thoughts might be lost just because she didn't have a moment to work any of them out. It is sad. That woman sacrificed her freedom to ( Read more... )

So Frank pointed out to me that I haven't posted anything about him since the day I robbed his cradle. Well, I LOVE HIM! He's always on my mind and maybe I take that for granted sometimes but I want the world to know that I love him and I will love him for always. I'm still earning that ring though. HEHE! Nah, I don't even care if we don't ( Read more... )

So here I am in the bowels of forced creativity when I think, hey maybe a quickie on livejournal will help clear my head. It seems that my pulsating fingers are more in tune to the songs in my head than the pen is now. I used to write like the pen was part of me. Now I feel more at ease with these, ten digits, tapping away at my thoughts and ( Read more... )

I am going to write. and read. and speak. and think. some things I have neglected over the past few months, years, whatever. I will abandon the paper journal. I am going to use this public journal as a forum for redeveloping the communication skills that are hanging rusty on the wall. yayyayay! joy! I am so busy in life, work, relationships, ( Read more... )

i'm all done with this quarter and i must say i kicked ass and took names. i wowed my chef yesterday with my cooking practicum. she actually said wow to all three of my dishes ( Read more... )

i've been taking things one day at a time for sure but i've been having a lot of good days lately. my doctor just reduced my dose of zyprexa which in addition to an anti-phychotic also acts as a sedative. so now i'm feeling a lot more energy. still not what it used to be but so close. anyway, take today. i worked at carmel corn and then got my ( Read more... )

So here goes nothing! For the past three months i've been battling depression. It is connected with a manic episode that i had last december. i have bi-polar or manic-depressive illness. Its a chemical imbalace in the brain that effects mood and thought processes. Fortunately I'm on medication (lithium and welbutrin) and i'm starting to feel ( Read more... )

Kenny and I are singing the night away to Rent and Desree and we played Family Feud on the X Box. I don't have the internet in my apartment yet so i go downstairs to Jose, Kenny, Canadian John and the Jew's apartment or to the library at school ( Read more... )

my third week of classes is over. my four day weekend begins. livin it up in west la. i need to call marla and christa and corie and my cousin nicole that goes to ucla so i can broaden my los angeles horizon. cause as of now they furthest i've gone is west hollywood. ooh and let me tell you the clubs are pretty fun. so tell me sompin and i'll ( Read more... )

Hello to all of my friends on livejournal that i have neglected for so long. I've said it. I've been a neglectful friend. I have no excuses. I tried to wait until the anniversary of my last entry but i just couldnt wait. I hope you can forgive me and read my entries like i've been around all along ( Read more... )