Oh mylanta! I felt like this so often in the first year of my marriage as well. Brian was going to Christian college, and I was going thru a serious depression/withdrawl from fellowship. I felt like I wasn't enough for him. There are going to be a LOT of times in your marriage that you CAN'T be enough for your husband, only God can fully satisfy either one of you. That means there will be times that your husband can't be enough for you either. Have you brought this up to your husband yet? It's wonderful to bring everything to one another in a loving way - it builds trust, love and intimacy! Even thru these hard circumstances, Brian and I are sharing a LOT of stuff we never did before, because God wants us to. Until you commit to doing this, you can never imagine how freeing it is, and how wonderful to have that other person there for you. I hope you already have commited to doing it! (((hug)))
Thank you for responding and I am so glad that you have added me. I have been so weird as of late, that it's hard to talk to him. We talk all the time, but we are both very sensitive people andit is hard to say the things you want to say, knowing that they will inevitably take it the wrong way or get hurt. I don't want to hurt him, I love him. But sometimes, when he wants me to be on fire for God, and the last thing i want to do is talk about God, i want to run. Not leave him, but disappear inside myself for awhile. Hide my true self, so to speak. Now I know this is bad, but without doing this, I end up saying things I don't mean
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There are going to be a LOT of times in your marriage that you CAN'T be enough for your husband, only God can fully satisfy either one of you. That means there will be times that your husband can't be enough for you either.
Have you brought this up to your husband yet? It's wonderful to bring everything to one another in a loving way - it builds trust, love and intimacy!
Even thru these hard circumstances, Brian and I are sharing a LOT of stuff we never did before, because God wants us to. Until you commit to doing this, you can never imagine how freeing it is, and how wonderful to have that other person there for you. I hope you already have commited to doing it! (((hug)))
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