Hello everyone ( Read more... )

The other night, my husband and I got into it over God. If you have read my recent posts, you will know that I have been struggling. Well, I am during this heated conversation, I said something that made me think. It is realted to another LJ entry about faltering. Here goes ( Read more... )

The other night, my husband and I were looking up at the stars and I asked him if he believed in aliens? He said he didn't not believe. He answers like that alot. Then he began to talk ( Read more... )

You know what bugs me? The fact that my relationship with God is "on" and then "off". I don't understand why this happens. I talk to my husband about it, and he is very supportive, but it is so hard to be what I need to be when I don't feel like the connection is there ( Read more... )

I have a love/hate relationship with percrastination ( Read more... )

i call out to the void ( Read more... )

What is it about the human being that feels the need to put people up on a pedestal and watch the fall off of it? Why do people feel the need to set expectations so high that there is no possible way to reach those expectations? Inevitably, everyone gets hurt because the person who had the expectation is disappointed and the person who failed, ( Read more... )

Recently i have realized that my life is about WAITING...i just got married. Before i was married i was WAITING to get married and before that i was WAITING to get engaged and even before that i was WAITING for God to bring me the right guy ( Read more... )

So-since I wrote last many things have happen ( Read more... )

Today I have learned a very important lesson: People are NOT out to get me! I talked to my Mom after I got off the phone with you (Matthew) and realized that I have a deep rooted belief that people are destined to betrayed me and hurt me. Instead of thinking the best in people, I think the worst. Instead of believing that human are innately good ( Read more... )