LJ is so lonely now.

..

how sad. 

everyone pray (if you're the prayin type) for Kevin Lumpkins and his famiily.  <3 life has an unusual way of catching you by surpise.  sometimes in such a way that you can't catch your breath because it hurts to breathe.  its different for each of us... pain can come in so many ways.  pain hurts in so many different ways.  but love?  love is the ( Read more... )

i bought a guitar today.  :)

YAY. i'm very excited.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. 
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. 
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? 
Actually, who are you not to be? 
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. 
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people ( Read more... )

..i never really knew a person could actually snap.  
i mean, we all feel like we are so stressed to the point of maximum melt down. and we feel lke our lives are pushing down in on us, just daring us to let it squish us, but we never really lose it to the point of...well insanity.  
when we were kids, our friends could make us feel better. put ( Read more... )

sitting by the windowsill, watching the rain slip into the cracks
seems like memories aren't holding anything back
the whisper of the wind, holds secrets only the thunder will tell  
the raindrops on the roof are the echo of a beautiful bell

the rhyme and rhythm of my heart matches the beat 
of every lightning bolt that shakes me from my head to my ( Read more... )

today was wonderful. which i really needed.

i've been struggling with some things lately.  but i'm feeling more and more confident about the changes that are happening around me.

i've always been good at reading people around me.  but lately..the people i thought i knew the most, have changed. and i find myself a little lost to what i did...or if i ( Read more... )

so is today the beginning...or end of our lives??

life. is good.

<3

summer is almost over.  i have yet to decide whether thats a good thing.

all my vacations are over and i'm happy to be home.  
the mountains were beautiful.
college tours...well. not so beautiful.

college list so far?  starting from my number one.
UNCW

yup..thats it.  western was...ok.  but only a last resort.  i haven't found anything else i like yet. ( Read more... )