hi livejournal.

im so so so so so stupid.

i wish i wasnt a fuckup.

hm, im just this big joke arent i?

wow. its so funny when people are having problems and want to talk to me about it but when i need someone to talk to they could careless. and if you think im talking about you, i probably am.

i just feel so...iffy right now about some things and i need to get it off my chest and no one is here.

ive been feeling really uncomfortable lately about some things. but i have no one to talk to about it. this sucks :\

wow. i havent updated in awhile. whoopsie.

so anyways, graduation was fun..it was so weird though. i heard josh and nathan while i was crossing the stage, and so did everyone else. lol. i got a few graduation gifts and graduation money. a lot of graduation money. -gasp ( Read more... )

i graduate today!!!

eep, i havent updated in awhile. umm, the past few days have been fun ( Read more... )

( senior picnic! )

so saturday is 18 with josh and i thought we would get some alone time before going to ashleys graduation party. but josh decided that he's going to give his brothers uh, friend(?) to his brothers house. but whatever right? maybe im just being selfish. im just sort of irritated about the whole thing.

and on a totally different subject, people are