I have been so busy lately!!!! I don't even know where my head is sometimes....lol...hahahah ( Read more... )

so i am at work at hayden. I totally just fucked up with my girlfriend...well maybe my ex now and i dont even know what to say about this. Does she have a right to be mad...YES....but i just wanted to work....and i wasn't thinking...and i messed up....totally...jessus...if she brakes up for me thats it...my life is done and i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

mmm......its almost christmas time...:) and my daughters...BDAY....:) which of course is the most important day of the year...lol ( Read more... )

I AM BEAT......i feel like all i do is run around with my head cut off me.....kelsey has way to many activites....that she wants to do...not that i mind...but it is alot of work bringing her everywhere...and signing her up for everyhting...and you try to me on time with a four year old..its not easy ( Read more... )

wow...haven't updated for a while....lol.....mmm not really sure where to start....but i miss my christie :( I really need to see her and just hang out with her...gett shitty and take drugs lol...no not really lol...well not the shitty part hahahaha:) lol ( Read more... )

mmmm.......so tierd and so stressed...out i need to get out of my house. and its so hard. Lauren is trying to get out of her lease but who knows if she will be able to get out of her lease. We are looking for a four bedroom place. :) i hope it owrks out. But if it doesn't hten i don't know what i am goin gto do. Things are good...been crazy ( Read more... )

mmm...haven't written in a while...been way to busy...with everything.....started my second job at the rink...its okay.....but way to boring.....u know....but whatever......its money.....i have been a bitch to my girl latley i think.....i just feel left out...u know.....but i know that she loves me to death and i love her to death..its hard...casue ( Read more... )

wow this weekend was the best weekend that i have had in a long time. I went camping with my baby....and my other baby lol....hahah kelsey and lauren....so i was nervous cause friday it started out really bad....lauren and i were fighting alot...she didn't want to go up on friday night, she wanted to go up on saturday moring.....but ohw well....we ( Read more... )

LOL........mmmmmmmmi love being away from certain people...and i think t hat they know who they are. I don't get it u know. I think that i am good friends with people...but guess what i was so wrong. I don't understand fake people, who act one way to u and seen to care about u and then in a matter of minutes they can act another way...... ( Read more... )

mm...i wish that it was friday....i missin my baby so much....:( i saw her yesturday.....and she made me the best thing ever....i don't think i could ask for a better gf.....it was a qoute book...and i only got her a card...:( what a horrible gf i am...:( i feel like shit that is all i got her...anyways...i got to update on the work thing...but don ( Read more... )