murderer..  was last night. it was an awsome show! me and brianne went downtown at about 6, then we went to  the buffalo exchange because i needed money to get into the show, which was nine fucking dollars..not even worth it. haha. we had to walk soooo much yesterday, its not even funny..the whole day was basically walking and standing, talk ( Read more... )

This weekend..wasnt to bad i supposed. got blown off on friday but oh well, not surprised at all. Yesterday was preety cool i guess. i wanted to get drunk but i only had a couple beers so, yeah. oh well.

i have been thinking alot about someone. and its hurting me. i want to be with him right now. the distance sucks and he means so much to me. i ( Read more... )

hahaha..i went to german class completley drunk. i dont think it was noticable..even though Korey asked if i was high..uhhh...no. lol.during 5/6 jeph came to get me and yeah, went to his house for like 2 seconds because he lives in denver.lol. i mean, i wasnt like, real drunk, just like 5 shots down of straight vodka..mmm..doesnt that make you ( Read more... )

hmmmmpp.

why am i waiting? im patetic. so mr. devin..sent me, again another message. aaaaghghghhaahgh...im so confused! jeez..like he says he wants to hang out just one more time but in all the messages he sends me, it seems like we can hoefully go back to old times and not just be one more time. because in all honesty, i do miss hanging out with ( Read more... )

so......im sick of fucking everything...devin wants to hang out ONE MORE TIME so we can just moved on..as he stated it, excatly.  i havent talked to lindsay in well over a week because she likes to ditch me all the time..yeah, best friend..right? and some guy in california thinks we are together and is very possesive and scaring off all the people ( Read more... )

yep.so tonight is prom. i told my mom and she was like, well if you would have told me, i would have gave you the money. im kinda bummed but its okay, i am having my own prom night. hehe. jeph is coming to get me after work and we are gonna get ALL dresssed up and look all pretty and we are just going to drive forever! and then most likely go to ( Read more... )

this is fucking killing me..more and more each day. i dont think he relizes how many people i actually know..just because they live in different cities doenst mean shit. i found out yestreday...that...some girl snuck out so they can see each other..and not only that..they had sex. and he only talked to her like..3 times and they only hung out that ( Read more... )

yeah..im definitly going to hell..haha...we went to jesus pizza, which is this one dollar pizza thing at a church on wednesday. and i didnt have a dollar but mike and all them did.. so they were giving me allll change and i find that quite annoying. while they were piling it onto my hand, alot of the dimes fell out..so i screamed..no fucking ( Read more... )

i do care...i lied. and i feel horrible which i know i shouldnt.
damn it..im such a fuck up.

so..i guess we can consider me and lindsay's friendship over..you know what? i actually dont care..at all. She braught this on to herself and that just shows what kind of friend she was. you know, its not even the fact if i did tell my brother. he ALREADY knew..and who wouldnt, it was clear. She has NOONE to blame, but her god damn self. i hope she ( Read more... )