something big in my life is waiting to happen,
i just dont know when, but i hope it happens soon.

he still loves me, i can tell by the way he looks at me.
oh god it has to work, we'll make it. we have to.

please.

i have grown used ot being lied to and lied about, which is truly unfortunate. what is even more pathetic though is that i still believe a majority of things said to me. i wish i weren't so gullible, nor trusting.what he said the other night made me so incredibly happy i just thought it was real. i guess not, so i will continue to dive into me ( Read more... )

My life and my self are both very complex. Complex to the point that I don't believe a simple paragraph can do much justice illustrating who I am. I also have accepted the fact that no matter what I say about myself, my words with be stolen and/or skewed and most likely misperceived. That is our human nature, something we choose not to change. So ( Read more... )

star wars ( Read more... )

i like to believe. I'm one of those people that doesnt pretend to be something I'm not. i try to be as real as i can. I'm complicated, smart, nice, funny, sweet, a dork, i talk a lot, but i hate talking on the phone, I have my own way of thinking, i could be mean at times, and i love smiling and laughing, thats one thing i'm really good at. I'd ( Read more... )

aftermath ( Read more... )

i don't care if you think they sounded 'weak', 'thin', or whatever ( Read more... )

"i know what it's like to love someone who doesn't deserve it"

-running with scissors

where do you go when you feel like you are going crazy? i used to think i was crazy when i got high all the time. Now, even though all i do is drink, i KNOW i'm crazy.i feel like a total piece of shit most of the time. my life has gone down in flames ( Read more... )