cycle ( Read more... )

i spent a total of about $85 on music today.
i purchased midlake, of montreal, and blonde redhead tickets.
not to mention itunes.

this money was supposed to last me two weeks.
ugh.

i'm obsessive; i really do think i am ( Read more... )

fuck this life ( Read more... )

i'm afraid cigerettes must go, though they are one of my favorite things. same with alcohol, though the fun i have while drunk never outways the stupid things i pull, so yea. no more nicotene, no more alchie. i am doing this for one main reason, and he knows who he is. i am trying to make myself a decent human being, one worthy of living. and maybe ( Read more... )

regret comes in all shapes and sizes. some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. some are bigger like when we let down a friend. some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the ( Read more... )

the new script of my life will come. in the meantime, ill remain lost, waiting, always waiting, for nothing. Waiting for people to become something other than fake, other than what people want them to be? nothing. Waiting for fairness and equality? nothing. Waiting for anything other than outside of what i cannot obtain? nothing ( Read more... )

[i am a leo ( Read more... )

something is about to go away. i constantly feel like the world is ending but maybe it's just me. my world. my being. maybe it's just some ridiculous anxiety. but i really feel like something is about to be over and it's going to be significant and require a lot of adjustments. ah whatever, it's probably just the end of the world. im SO okay with ( Read more... )

if you'll be my star i'll be your sky ( Read more... )