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Raining days
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this week i started to read a book called: Anna Karenina, and it about married woman who is unhappy and she has affair with a officer named: Count Vronsky and it is during the 19th century in Russia.
their made a movie about it, i can't wait to watch it.
who has read the Anna Karenina and like it ?
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depressed though !
My depressed thought, feel too depressed to care if I live
Or die. My cat is trying to make me feel better.
I don't think is going to work. My boyfriend upset me,
But he does not understand me. I wish he did.
I am thinking of cut my wrist again.
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hello there !!!
hello there,
I am sorry i have not been on here for awhile, a lot of things has been going wrong in my life, but there is one thing that really make me happy, that is my boyfriend that i have been for a year.
i am starting to slowly write new and better poems for you all..
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It is Spring Time
It is Spring Time ( Read more... ) -
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Here at the cottage again
I am so emotional right now …
I wish all of my pain could go away.
And I am at the cottage again , sitting down writing this poem.
And thinking about my depression and how emotional I am .
It has been 11 months since my dark lover has leave me.
And I haven’t been myself since he leave me.
My wrist is scar free for ( Read more... ) -
My Dark husband
My Dark husband
Today I feel so emotional right now..
I hate this feeling.
I hate feeling so emotional.
I wish this feeling would going away.
I am walk home and it started to rain and I wishing that you were back with me.
I was in heaven when you were with me.
Since you leave me it has been hell.
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Here at the lake
Here at the lake
I am at the lake and I hoping to see your face again.
Here at the lake its so beautiful and peaceful.
It take away all of my pain and depression, and all the sadness in this world.
Here at the lake.
I don’t have think about you.
I don’t have cry every time I think about you.
I feel so free out here.
It feel like the clear air has healed me ( Read more... ) -
The day I left this world
The day I left this world
Dear my love.
I never wanted to hurt you like I did.
I am so sorry for everything I have done.
I miss being with you.
I wish one day you would be mine again.
I hope one day would you forgive me for everything I say and done.
I made some many mistake in my life, but I never regret be with you.
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A Deep Empty Hole in my Heart
This pain is over coming.
I can’t take much more of this.
I feel so numb all the time.
I am so weak and I can’t fight this off.
I scream out for someone to help me.
I wish this feel would go away.
Please god to take this pain away from me.
I hate the fact that I have to go threw this depression all by myself.
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