i wish i werent such a stupid girl.

Feb 08, 2006 10:44

you'd think a person with my luck and my life would learn not to get her hopes up.... i guess im always gonna be just a stupid girl ( Read more... )

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spinnerchick14 February 8 2006, 12:39:39 UTC
i fucking have NO ONE

Do not give me that shit. You do have people around who care about you. I may not know what all is going on, but you can always call or IM anytime you need somebody to talk with or to vent to. And I'm sure that Hallie and the Emilys would say the same thing, so don't think that you're alone because you're not. I might not be physically close by, but I'm here, corny as it sounds.

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werksferups February 9 2006, 04:26:38 UTC
hun i know u, hallie, and the em's are there....
the alone thing is more of a physically alone thing... im gonna be in a LOT of pain after this surgery and im gonna be alone in my house. no one is gonna be here to help me out.... sure i can chit chat on the phone.... but im not gonna be able to walk very well after this... am i supposed to piss in a cup when i gotta go to the bathroom? live off of lunchables and whatever i can fit into a cooler because i cant go cook myself something to eat?
i know u all care about me... i know there are a lot of ppl who care about me... but my "best friend" gillian was SUPPOSED to come out here to help me out during all of this... and yesterday she called and said "oh i cant"... and gave me some bullshit excuse. It seems like my whole freakin life is just crashing down and there is nothing i can do about it.

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