I went to Chipotle, and the mall, two days in a row, and listened to Blacklisted and Most Precious Blood there and back both times. And Kayla got home today and called me to tell me she missed me. It's official, I have the most awesome life in Brown County. Be jealous, you red-necked bastards ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when I'm sitting here at my crowded desk, amid the chaos of my life, I can't help but wonder how things could have turned out so much different than they are today. How much every day is a choice, and depending on the one you make, your life undoubtably changes because everything you do amounts to something bigger in the end ( Read more... )

Tomorrow starts my two weeks of Kayla-less days. I plan on medicating myself with Blacklisted, Dr. Pepper, and STAR WARS. And, on the worst days, American Nightmare and the Notebook ( Read more... )

Tomorrow marks the first day of the last summer of my youth. And, in typical youth fashion, my Memorial Day weekend has surmounted into one big stereotypical blah-fest. Family mini-vacation, cookouts, the back of my Explorer proudly displaying 'Seniors 07' on it. All the little things that I probably will still think are just as lame when I look ( Read more... )

She paints me a different shade of red, blue, or something in between every new day. And every new portrait makes me feel a litle bit better about myself than I did the day before. A new color of confidence to cover-up the empty eyes and shaking hands ( Read more... )

Today, I bought 3/4" earrings, two books - Rx and The Fuckup respectively, and two pairs of running pants. And with the realization that my mom finds my earrings "cool," I've come to the conclusion that I'm extremely glad I never started stretching my ears to annoy my parents. Because one of the loves it and the other one doesn't even notice ( Read more... )

My computer at home died. Literally. The hard-drive crashed. So, I'm stuck at the library trying to do what I need to. And I can't. So, if anybody reads this, that's why I'm not on theSpace.

And apparently there was some e-fight on my page. Copy and paste, plz.

It's funny how fast everything changes. How something could impact the lives of so many and then just fade out, becoming a ghost in the background of everything that used to surround it. A friendship, a forgery, a sound. Everything goes away with time ( Read more... )

My dad likes to make up things to make himself sound better than he really is. He says random little tidbits and facts that aren't really true to try and sway somebody's opinion. He hates being wrong. He hates being called out on his lies. Mostly because he knows he's as fake as everybody else ( Read more... )

God didn't give angels wings because you can never tell the difference between a saint and a sinner. I'm so close to calling it quits that every breath I breathe feels like my last.

The world is falling apart and I'm waiting for this whole place to blow up like a mosque in the middle of Israel. And I hope I'm dead fucking center for it.