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Writer's Block: Cute Meet
It was the first time i saw her. she walked past me in the hall of highschool . i in a rush asked my friend who was that. she turned the corner about the time my friend looked he didnt see who i was talkin bout. we walked own down the hall and there she was again. i grabbed my friends shirt and pulled him around so he could see what i was seeing ( Read more... ) -
today
today i am learning that some people just dont get how to live in the now. easier for them to point at someone helping them and say they are the problem no matter how many pple tell them they are making a mistake they just dont get it,. i dont know if anyone still reads these and i am not real sure if someone else hearing this can help. " once ( Read more... ) -
Day three
well as an update. day two was a little more tollerable, I think due to the physical encounter the wife and i had that morning. That evening was a little less anxious. yet alot more confusing. Day two ,.,<. I am not an accident . God intended for me to be here. and have a purpose ( Read more... ) -
day one
On the first day of my journey to find my pourpose on earth in gods eyes ,, I found that i was numb and empty. A mans heart and its contents are defined by what he says. I had absolutely nothing to say. I was stone. No emotion no feeling. I had to sit and listen to my wife and my mother explain this new book to me on how to find what my purpose on ( Read more... ) -
Lookin for words
In the event that I dont make it back from over seas, this will have to be my testament. I am here reflecting upon my life as it stands now. I have accomplished all i could ever want. I have beautiful children to carry on my name. I have a georgeous smart level headed woman as a wife and I am greatful. so why am i here in the depths of war with my ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I wasnt expecting you that is for sure. Your arrival brought much caos. Your mother and I tried to sort through it and done poorly. As a family we were young and inexperienced as your mother once said we were children with a child. We had no way of knowing all the things that need to be done. So in our drama our family was split apart. So far ( Read more... ) -
The touch
In the events of your lifetime you are faced with obstacles. Little fopas of evil just setting around to cludder your visions of good and wholesome thoughts. As these evil demons appear there are always diferent chooices to incure, as to which way to deal with them. You can take the manly approach and charge head long into it and try to find a way ( Read more... ) -
embarassed
For all those who read the last entry in my journal.... That was a very personal entry by my mother. She has been hurt terriblyby my father and she really needed a release. I told her about my journal and that is where I go to let go of things I cant do anything else with. I know all who are on my list and all who have read it. I would simply ask ( Read more... ) -
rich
you hurt me you were never there for me i had no one to turn to betrayal adultery mean spiteful if you didnt love me you should have never married me i think all you wanted was a nice girl who would take care of you like mother did. i did that for awhile, before i got a good job. but you came first in everything. i did without for years if ( Read more... ) -
old flame
This is the first in many entries,,,,forgive the time between entries I have been very preoccupie as I have re-enlisted intot he Army, reserves. I would like to take this time to say hello to all my friends and hope you all are doing fine ( Read more... )