well another day at oz. this place kills me. the boss just walked thru,and saw one of my fellow employees onthe internet, now understand we work for the phone co and take our orders on a computer that is hooked up to the inter net, he proceedes to ask my fellow employee if she had anything else to do. she said no but i told her she should have said ( Read more... )

Like fog through a parking lot her love glows thro her eyes at me she seems to have a giving and caring attitude that will entwine with mine to create a bond unbreakable. as she hold me in the night air i feel her breath on my neck and she moans my name so soft only the angels could hear. I think to a time when she wasnt there and i was alone now ( Read more... )

well the ex-wife and i have come to a truce. she has agreed to let me keep KD during the sumer.yeeeeeeeeeehaa. this is going to make my cituation here a little easier to deal with. she is my inspiration. and with her here and with mil in my life i actually think their will be a chance of me to make a go of it here. (claps his hands together and ( Read more... )

Today is mothers-day arrrrrrrrrg i forgot to tell mili that. oh well i will get her later today. mili is a special person that has been in my life professionally for about a year now, but has in the past few days become apart of my personal life. she is sweet,pretty ,a good mother(tho a little over protective) , we have great conversations,(even ( Read more... )

to all ships at sea,,,,,/--\-- live for the moment dont waste time on the last wave the next one is surely coming

looking for a sign i have come to another crossroads in my existance. my daughter moved back to kentucky with her mother.(divorce) i have a good job here in illinois. i have started a decient life here. i miss my daughter terribly. simple enough , there are usually signs that tell me which way to go. hence i am searching for a sign, something to ( Read more... )

AS SHE READS HER MAGAZINE SHE IS COMPLETELY UNAWARE OF HER APPEAL. SHE KNOW NOT THE IMAGES SHE BRINGS TO MY MIND . OR MAYBE SHE DOES

so today i down loaded a lj client so i could just op inm and make my posts and pop back out since i m going to be movingsoon i hope to keep all you as my friends tho i may be off line for a while this will not take place for about another month but i am in preparartion for a quick get away from the state that know no unwindy conditions

It s Friday and tonite I wil partaaaaaaaaay I have been holding it back for so long that i havent had a real chance to cut loose. Must maintain composure. Keep it together but let it out enough to relax. well I will just take it a min at a time and just get some of these monkeys off my back.

last nite was strange this friend came over and we sat up all night just talking abut life,divorce,children,and romance,and how much it has changed since we were younger or how much we have changed she and i sat on my couch and talked all nite i havent done that in ages. or so it seems like ages.she can be quite talkative but her conversations are ( Read more... )