I just can't believe it!  The first try and we've done it ( Read more... )

What is the right path for a religion?  If I had my way.  I would have a sister wife and a husband, and five kids.  I would be in a completely new and different relationship.  I feel like I need both a man and a woman, but that isn't ok for me to other people.  It is kind of annoying that I can't have what I want just because I live in the middle ( Read more... )

So when you are waiting to see if you are pregnant do you get the five days before test?  Because if you don't just wait and get the regular test that is 99 percent acurate on the day your period is due, you still run the risk of it not being the right time anyway.  The whole thing is confusing.  I want to her to be pregnant but I don't.  I want to ( Read more... )

I think I might finally be into this baby thing.  I started to try and look at the baby name book last night.  I think that is the scariest part of the whole baby process.  My partner gets to have the baby and I get to name the baby.  Sounds like a very one sided trade, but To me a name is very important.  It is like that scene in Roots, where the ( Read more... )

Last night I had these horrid dreams.  My sister and I have been on the outs and I had this dream that I went over to her house (which in the dream cost 7million)  and she treated me like a homeless person, and made me pee in the sink.  She taughted me with her money and kept asking me for the money I owed her back.  I ended up curled in a fetal ( Read more... )

I am not sure what to do with the whole insemination process.  I mean I remember the night that we did the insemination for my osn, and it was wonderful, but three years later, I feel like a fish out of water.  I don't know weather to be happy or scared or excited.  I dont know weather to think it is gross or beautiful.  I mean it is a wonderful ( Read more... )

My son has two moms.  It is crazy for most people to think of.  He has no real father, but two moms.

I go back and forth between wanting to be his mother and wanting to be an aunt or someone with no responsibility.

We are thinking of having another, which is surreal for me.  Sometimes I think I'm going to loose my mind again.

And then, I don't want ( Read more... )

My wife, girlfriend, Life Partner or whatever is the new way to say the person that I Fuck ( Read more... )