This is one of the most amazing moments to be alive.
That's all.

By the way, I absolutely cannot get enough of this boy.
Why am I doing this to myself again? :-)
I'm super excited to see where he's taking me for my birthday.

I am not a fan of the fact that I feel like I left part of my heart in Troy, NY.
Meh.
Stupid.
I don't do things like this.

I'm listening to every girly song I know.
And I'm hoping this feeling doesn't go away.
Cause every time I look at you I feel like the silliest person around.
Cause you give me butterflies in my stomach.
This whole relationship thing is a new one.

Seriously, I'm the happiest girl at RPI right now.

A week ago things seemed so happy.
October, please stop kicking me in the balls I don't have.
I need something happy to come about, soon.

I'm scurred. :(

I love RPI.
So many cool kids.
And a boy?
Well maybe.
Check back tomorrow.

Things are changing really fast. Old feelings are resurfacing, resentments are healing, and I realized today that I'm happy with my life thus far and how everything has turned out. All the awkward, messy, painful, terrible moments have somehow given way to amazing, infinite, beautiful moments. And together they make this crazy stage that I like ( Read more... )

Livejournal land.
I leave next Saturday, August 18th.
If you love me, hang with me between now and then.

So let's be honest, shall we ( Read more... )