hello fellow hep cats and kitten. long time no update... as a matter afact i forgot my password then recovered it. so there are things on here that are well over a year old. please note that they are from the grey era. a bad time in my life when i had moodswings and... well was generally a freshman through and through... hmm 2004... sophmore.. weak ( Read more... )

my friends have turned against me... or so it seems.

the only reason i have written something in the space above is so i can keep my account, incase i have to let the 3 people who read my journal, know something or something.

yet another problem caused buy this living journal nonsence. i hate it. for those of you out there dont interperate things you dont know about before encountering it on lj. it could give you a mixed message and make you say something youll regret.

so talk to the person whos entry you read before you go and fuck every thing up. (cough cough huck)-

hello friends who too are drifting through the vast reaches of cyber space. along with all that crap, im assuming youre reading this faulty message board style journal. dont get me started againg about the utter stupiditys of this god forsaken bunch of ones and zeros... yeah anyway... upon the typing of this (ignore the previous 5 words... i was ( Read more... )

here i go ( Read more... )

the soldiers concert was crayzay. im all bruised and it hurts to breath. (some jack fuck punched me in the sternum) but i figure after a few concerts i will be tough and gritty and what not. but no. because thats not my way. i also got punched in the head and its now difficult to process thought. the (cough cough) bad things couldnt have helped my ( Read more... )

it is really wierd. i was really looking forward to getting out of school. it seemed like the last day of school would never come. it did... and it still hasnt seemed to settle in. i mean... i dont feel any different. it seems like people change come summer time. well summer has come and i feel un-scathed.

it is yet another tired and groggy morning in the life of max. i have been up sence 6. at 630 i started to fiddle with my new mp3 player that my dad got me for my birthday. it has been an hour and i am still not listening to my mp3s!!!! i am very... disapointed. it really blows. cause if i dont get it to work in anoth hour, i will be insanely bored ( Read more... )

well actually... im not sure why i titled this entry deal that. i guess its my self not liking... my self for the ways i try to deal with stuff. yeah. oh another thing that i hate and am choosing to rant about for the time being is: i never know when to give laura space and when i should spend time with her. i always think shes annoyed at me. but ( Read more... )

they think theyre so fucking great. "oh were older this" weve been here longer that" bitch bitch fucking bitch. just because youre older than me or youve been at a school longer than me doesnt give you the fucking write to put me down. and you know what infact the next person who does that, im going to hit them. and i dont care if im younger. if im ( Read more... )