so what do you do when your world is collapsing on itself?

not a rhetorical question... should be a how to for dummies on getting over depression

I write this here because 1. Less people will get offended. 2. I have too much to say for such a crappy little myspace or facebook box. Please forgive me ( Read more... )

I'm really tired. Serving pancakes for a good cause. I'm feeling pretty sick. I'm losing myself. Spreading myself thin.

ive been waiting to get a loan approved to get a car ive had my eye on and i told the dealership to wait until i got my loan. i called last night after 2 weeks of waiting to see if the car was still there and the dealer replied, "yes but you are lucky because a couple of people have looked at it." so i told him if i could put about 2 grand down on ( Read more... )

I hate it when you care so much about somebody else that you try to convince them to stop doing something harmful to themselves and somehow YOU become the bad guy. All you can do as a person or friend is tell them it is not a good thing to do and maybe it is a bad idea to keep doing things like that. When in return all you get is sarcastic laughs ( Read more... )

Everything is not going as smoothly as i would like, but I'm working on it.

Search for an apartment

Get a car

Make everyone happy

not so easy...

and i think microwaved lasagna is home-made lasagna. i like to watch tu starve while i "make" lasagna. at least, it's not snowing anymore...that was making me cry at night. and i refuse to get tu a ds nintendo for her birthday even though that was the only thing she asks for. because as you can see, her suffering is my pleasure. it's true. oh and i ( Read more... )

life is so cruel to me 75% of the time and bad ass 25% of the time... im going to start selling drugs or something to make alot of money. if that works out ill just buy out the other 75% of my life and make it 100% bad ass. simple

im sad

here I am finally at the doorstep of yet another journey. seeing as how fast time went just over these 5 months i now have a generally optimistic view of whats to come these last 4 months. i cant wait to see the city that never sleeps; moreover, i cant wait to see the lovely.

also i need some new reading material, any suggestions?