I had a really good conversation with Chris last night. It made me realize a lot of things about me. I have been going insane for probably the past year and a half. So much shit has gone on, I've done somethings that I'm not proud of. I don't care about that, I don't regret anything. I am just an emotional rollercoaster. I have all of these ( Read more... )

So lately I have been pretty...blah. I mean I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm not like super happy. I need somthing new and fun in my life. Goodness it's time for a change. I give up on guys. Sure I have some around, but I don't think shit will work out. I've been trying to pull my grades up, it's working but it's not fun. I'm trying to be the ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I've been good. I just have to keep busy and I wont be lonely ( Read more... )

Oh, and I bombed all my finals :[ It took me from a 3.4 to a 2.8.
I'm definately not gonna get into college :[ and no discount on
car insurance. UGH. Who wants to tutor me in chemistry! <33

Hahahaha us girls are always posting about our boy problems.
It must get annoying to the guys on our friends list. HAHAHAHA.

you never stop loving someone
you just learn to live without them.

It's official.

I have the best cousin in the world. :]

I don't know why I'm so lonely.
I think I'm setting myself up for heartbreak
but what else is new right?

I better hold on.

We went to the snow today! :]
andy stole a snowman and put it on the hood of his truck.
it was the steve irwin bobble head snow man.


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I've never been so shy around a guy before. I used to be really shy
but definately not anymore. When I'm around him I feel like I'm in
3rd grade again. ksdjfhaksjdf I just want to be normal againnnnnn!
Fuck being shy. :[[