So i have this really weird feeling ( Read more... )

Things are goin well with him now. :]
I get out of school at 10:45 tomorrow and friday. I'm pretty amped.
I wanna get more ephedrine, that shit is awesome. hahahahaha!!!
It keeps me all focused and it makes me twitch, and laugh. Damn.
I sound like a druggie. To day I went tanning. Here's some advice
Don't go in the tanning bed for 12 minutes if you have ( Read more... )

Love is the vision with which which we see the pathways trough the darkness to the other side. Cold analysis yields heartless solutions blind to their own shortsightedness. Love pulls silently, with invisible strings guiding us through the incomprehensible largeness of the grand scheme. Those we judge against are doors closed, bricks sealing us in ( Read more... )

So basically, I'm just gonna back off a little.I don't want to like him any more than I do ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm done being a crazy bipolar bitch. Thanks.

HAHAHAHAHA. I fucking love life.
I think this is what I get for not pushing it.
I'm fighting for this.
I'm not gonna lose this.
It will work.
It has to work.

FIRST FRIDAY TOMORROW! <3

I never said we were okay. I love how you assume everything is fine.
I'm not over this. I'm glad you are though so you can stop being an asshole.
I have a headache, my tummy hurts and my back hurts again. UGH.

On the brighter side, I think I found one for real this time. :]
So fuck all the bad things going on. I don't care anymore.

err. dang. shit does catch up to you ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. Me Liz and Danny went to the Fashion show and the Aladdin mall. Then we came to my house and went to the red rock after that. Then me and Liz went to her house, she has the prettiest view of Vegas from her room. Umm later Andy picked me up and we hung out. Then he came over and we watched movies. Liz fell asleep on the floor (she ( Read more... )

I should never get my hopes up for anything. Seriously, people just fuck you over. When I'm getting ready to do something, I'm just going to expect the worst from now on. I hate people. 
I got my license. I think I should be happy, but I'm not. I don't have a car & I'm not allowed to drive my parents cars alone. I was all happyyyy, I thought they ( Read more... )