I GET MY LICENSE
@ 4:20 TODAY.
I'm fuckin stoooooked!
Too bad I don't have a car. LAWL.
Whatev. I'll borrow my dads work car or something. Shit I hate hyundais.
But it's better than nothing at all. :]

I didn't get the top 3 things on my list. hahahha
so you can buy them for me cause you love me
and I can't afford that shit.

Tanning membership to Tan Factory.
Training sessions for 24 hour.
and a nice black purse.

shit. hahaha. or you can just give me hundreds of
dollars to go buy it myself. :]

SO Christmas is goin good ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized how beautiful children really are. Honestly, I used to hate little kids before tonight ( Read more... )

I'm hella watching the grinch who stole christmas. this movie is fucking awesomeee. um. last night was hella cool. except for the fact i blew like 200 bucks. i got drunk finally, it was the 1st time in 2 months. god damn. mattie b picked me up and we went to get coffee then buffalo exchange then the aladdin so we could go to lucky and urban. it was ( Read more... )

I don't think it really feels like christmas ( Read more... )

So I read some side affects, one being you don't want to see people,
...your close friends. I think it's because they are the ones that want
to help, but you don't want to be fixed. That explains it all. I'm sorry for
not being around or even hanging out in the past couple months. :[[

I hate how bipolar LJ makes me look.

Fuck. I'm so stupid. I'm fucking worthless. I am just a fucking idiot.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I NEED FUCKING HELP! CAN'T
ANYONE TAKE ME FUCKING SERIOUSLY?! Not even my own
mother understands. I need you. I really fucking need you now.

I haven't felt like this in so long. I'm so fucking happy. :]
The butterflies in my stomach haven't gone away all day.

he makes me forget everything that's going on.
he's amazing. I can't wait to see him tomorrow.