i hate updating this thing no one reads it. i need a car. i need to be with someone. I NEED TO GET OUT OF MILWAUKIE! its full of lies. i rode by my self friday night with shawn eric jered . eric was the show of the night id say. a bug flew INTO MY EYE and splattered all over my eye. it stuck in thehre. eric had to dig it out with a cell phone ( Read more... )

last nite i took tomany pills. i guess i came close to overdosing or something. must have been serious? dont care. im not suicidal i just took to many pills. wish i didnt wake up

MY BIKE IS FIXED!! im soo happy. i havent riden in like a month an a half. i thought that i gave up on bmx but i went out riding today and it made me relize alot of stuff. my life was crap when i wasnt riding. me being on that little kids bike puts me in ecstasy. nothing can go wrong. that little "toy" that sits in my room during that night and ( Read more... )

ive been thinkin alot. everyone's complaining how this person did this or did that or what ever. but i mean come on do you think everyone is going to be friends with each other after high school? look at our parents most of them dont talk to their old high school friends. my dad only talks to one guy from high school and they talk cause of cars and ( Read more... )

im heart broken AGAIN. im tired of this happening to me. everytime i get close to some one and i care about them more than anything in the world they go and do this. what ever makes them happy i guess. im done with girls and relationships. no joke. my life is full of lies and broken dreams. im not going to let anyone get close to me anymore. not ( Read more... )

yeah so guess what? no on probily cares about it anyways but me shawn and jered and who ever eles wants to help bulid are gettin some trails here in milwaukie! thats right we are gettin some trails. we are building them at an undisclosed location so we dont get kicked out. they are going to gnarly it may take a few months but theyll be dialed. I ( Read more... )

well my whole world just turned upside down about an hour ago. my mom called me and asked how i would like to move to washington. dude what the flip ive been wanting to go forever. i guess my moms boyfriend kicked her our or something i dono all the details. but i guess were going up there monday and coming back thursday and from than decied when ( Read more... )

My mind has been off in another world lately. ive kinda gave up on everything. life bmx school, everything. i dono i havent been motivated to do anything. i wake each morning dreading that i have to get on the big yellow thing with wheels we call a bus. that bus is the transportation to hell. that all milwaukie is, hell. theres nothing good at all ( Read more... )

yeah so this has been bugging me for the past..... since i introduced them to each other. ok so my brother and this "girl" we will just call her uuuh casandra ( name changed to protect the not inocent) have been talkin alot i ghuess. and hes playing her like crazy. he will tell her he loves her and that he misses her and blah blah blah. i keep ( Read more... )