In a little over 2 hours I'll turn 16 ( Read more... )

I learned today that everyone has a secret. Everyone has some little thing inside of them that they don't want people to know. So here's my challenge. Speak up. Play the secret game. Leave a comment involving your secret. It can be anonymous, or if you're brave you can reveal your true identity. I'm not logging ip addresses. Just say something. Don ( Read more... )

There's something about nursing homes. Something about the smell and the food trays and stow-away walkers that makes you wish that you never had to go back. And I don't want to go back. But I can't abandon my mother like that. Not like many of the other residents there have been abandoned. It broke my heart to come in contact with an old man ( Read more... )

I know my posts are usually all cryptic and such, but I made a pic lj, so add me kay? teenagememories
And if you need cryptic so badly...
These teenagememories are what keeps my soul from shredding in this social machine of destruction.
Right...just add me
♥ Laura ♥

Don't erase everything that we had ( Read more... )

I don't want to be the same person I was before I met her.
I know I won't be the same person I was before I met her.
But just because it hurts to think about life before I met her...

...some evil deep inside of me wishes I had never met her.

I know it's wrong to think about, because she made such a positive impact on my life. She understood my faults ( Read more... )

Suddenly I can't tell if this is optimism or apathy. The people that have been there for years are gone and I just brush it off as if this is normal. Because it is normal.

"Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

And I'm living. I swear I'm living but it all feels like some sort of virtual reality. I'm not really happy ( Read more... )

I guess we're not so much friends anymore
So I guess we never really were....

and I'm sure as hell not going to say I'm just fine with that.

No one could miss you more than I do.
This was friendship. Nothing less. Nothing more.

If you run from all of your problems they'll just hunt you down like an angry mob and drive that final spike through your heart when you're too tired to run anymore....

You can't run forever...

What do you do when you love someone? One person...
I don't know what's going on...
But lately it just seems like I've been falling for you more and more and I can't help but screw up. Constantly. I'm so sorry for being this, trying to win you over by buying your affection. I'm not this. Dammit, this isn't me. I want you, but I know you hate how I ( Read more... )