a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself ( Read more... )

is it just me, or is everyone either really tired or sick lately ( Read more... )

man, i didnt know going shopping would make me feel better. but i guess factors such as:

location: buffalo
avec: mom/sis/bro... and carine ( Read more... )

tears aren't enough.
speaking up isn't enough.
nothing is enough.

i'm so tired of it all =(

i fucking hate him. ive never been so consumed with hate that its actually preventing me from sleeping well, thinking properly, and driving safely. i would give up everything just so that his luck will end. its driving me so fucking crazy. holy fuck i just want him to get so fucked over. im so fucking angry gahhh... just fucking go away! how could ( Read more... )

im feeling a little blue. i suppose i should just list a few reasons:

• i thought i had gained confidence this summer, but reality soon sunk in once i completely pussied out of becoming a head for gradshow (i wanted invitations, which i could have won! dammit.)
  
• brian was so down on his birthday. i know this shouldnt affect me but it does. i think a ( Read more... )

workshop: having wojtek as my workshop prof, i thought would be intimidating. he is, afterall, the director of the masters program. but he wasnt as bad as i thought he would be! ive heard many of my friends complain last year about him, so i had my doubts. but he's a really nice guy it seems, its just that he loves to talk. its okay though, as long ( Read more... )

with my brother fueling my negative emotions, i really needed something to balance it out for my positive emotions. one would think that with such a happy and loving relationship that it would be enough to do so. am i being too stubborn and selfish ( Read more... )

yknow whats disturbing? finding out your brother has sex without condoms. whats worse is knowing that hes too much of a pussy to go to shoppers or whatever to pick up condoms by himself. whats even worse is that regardless of what happens, it looks bad on the girli found out a couple days ago because he was so scared that something might happen. i ( Read more... )

thursday evening i was able to see some of my good buddies for dinner at Ye Olde Spaghetti Factory (i think thats how you spell it). karen had all of us anticipating her BIG announcement... which we all thought was either she was preggers, or chris was, or that they were getting engaged. hehe but i somehow already knew it was about next year's trip ( Read more... )